I’m ashamed to talk to GOD one-on-one. Today, I’ve committed far too many sins on purpose. I can’t bring myself to apologise for what I have done because I don’t even feel a tiny sliver of apology. I can’t bring myself to ask Him to guide the way because we didn’t even act according to his commands in the first place. We were planning without Him and asking Him to follow suit to what we have in store for ourselves. That’s just screwed up. I’m sorry.